Dead animals need love too.

I went to Chinatown yesterday. That's what the title is from; these Japanese characters. Japan doesn't always make a lot of sense (RE: Noodletown).

I'm getting the shot again tomorrow so sex is back on in T-minus sixteen hours!! I miss fucking, but it's only been two days. I can't complain. Papu even says I can play. Which I will. I like to play on my own so I gotta get Papu to do something else. Then I'm getting out the big guns. Grin.

It's only fair. He wanked today while I was working. He let me look at his porn, but it was just porn to me. There's some I like, but it all just looks like skanky vag en mass.

We got some goodies at Home Depot. New rope, and cable ties because when we researched what police were using; it seemed to be the same. They were out of the 24" (well, they had a sign on them that said to go get a team member to assist if you wanted them, but Papu doesn't want anyone to suspect what he's up to... Me? I'm just like, "'Scuse me, Sir, where's your rope? Great, and chain? Perfect. How much weight can this hold? Like a person?"), so we got the 48". They're super long, but you can just cut off the extra. They're sitting in front of me and I can't wait to use them. They'll be all fast and convenient and I suspect will leave some sweet markings.

My jaw is KILLIN' me from the ball gag, PS. I know I bit hard on it, but it feels like I have been chewing tar. The thing tastes like cack. When he put it in, it reminded of this time when I was like, nine...my dad bought this gas mask. I can't remember exactly why but it had to do with there being breathable toxins in something he was doing and since he was sick, it was worse for him. He kept it under the sink, in the bathroom cupboard. I used to go under there all the time to use my mom's old make-up and I found it and tried it on. It was really heavy and had two filters. But it stunk like rubber. It was worse wearing it than breathing regular air so I took it off. I thought maybe if I sprayed it with some perfume it would be better, so I grabbed this bottle of cheap stuff my mom had gotten as a present and thrown under the sink with all the other 'up-for-grabs' make-up (you know, ice blue eye shadows and magenta lip liners, etc) and sprayed it all in the mask. It stunk doubly of cheap perfume and burnt tires after that and my dad had to throw it away. He was sorta pissed since it was expensive, but I also thought he found it kinda funny. I was only trying to help. Those sorts of things happened a lot. It's how I broke the TV too. But that's another story.

Anyway, I thought of that while Papu put the gag in and I almost laughed. Almost.